What's up? How’s life? How you been? Miss me?
Yeah me either
Well I'm just gonna keep typing anyway
So it’s been a while since vie put
anything really substantial on this here shindig, i tell everyone
"Oh yea i write a blog it’s pretty
cool"
More like i post a few things a couple
times a month.
BUT
That will change. Recently, and
unexpectedly, i now have way too much time on my hands. So basically that means
i will be sitting on the floor of my room, staring at my computer screen,
counting down the days until i get to go back to Nantucket again.
94 days to be exact...
But ANYWAY not much has really been going on with me, doing the
same old. I about to finally graduate, which i think is pretty cool, it’s taken
me too long but my health has been in steady decline since i got back from Nantucket.
I guess there is just something healing about the air there. So i have been
trying to get that back on track before i make any rash decisions and move
myself across the country for no reason. Before i make any decision on where i
want to go to college i want to know exactly what those four years will look
like and know exactly in my head what i want to do.
Kathy kind of opened up my eyes this past
week, about my college experience, she said to me;
"Nothing about your life is
conventional... so how do you expect your college one to be?"
And that hit me. She was right. I had to
stop pressuring myself, i was pressuring myself to meet a certain timeline, to
follow my friends to college and follow the path they created for me. I have
focused on others for so long that i think it’s time i worked on myself a
little bit. Get my own stuff sorted out before i tackle anybody else’s.
